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Number 7


He woke up screaming
From another nightmare
Tears slipped from both eyes
You could tell he was scared

He reached under his pillow
To seek his drug
A knife lay there
It was his warm hug

His arms were bloodstained
But not for long
He went in the shower
For over an hour

After he got dressed
And picked up his bag
He went to the mirror
And put on his mask

He got to the school
Happy as any boy could be
Friends laughing, smiling
Too bad they couldn't see

It was night time now
He went to the locker room
He changed in a stall
He couldn't show them all

He put on his tights
And slipped on his jersey
Put on his helmet
For all to see

Walked onto the field
Jersey read: KEVIN
A.K.A. Mr. Touchdown
Player number: 7

Best player, he was
Jonathan "Mr. Touchdown" Kevin
Scored many that night
Played with all his might

Went home with a victory
The season had its run
The team was undefeated
All players but one

He was so popular
Why did he feel otherwise?
He walked over to the mirror
And took off his disguise

A knife in his hand, tears in his eyes
Slit his throat, muffling his cries
Dropped to the floor, hand and note
Tear-stained paper, he wrote:

"Family, friends
It wasn't your fault
Don't cry for me
I seeked solace and lost

I've always been sad
But not like this
These nightmares have been plaguing me
I've never found bliss

My love for you is strong
What I did was wrong
But I've finally found that peace
I've been searching for so long"

And with that said
His spirit left earth
Player number 7
Finally found heaven
The Game


I look into the mirror
I don't like what I see
So I take my blade
And slice into me

It's this game I play
I like to count the scars
1, 2, 5, 10
I didn't know I could take it that far

I watch the blood drip
Like I always do
It's like my demons are leaving
I know this isn't true

So one day
I cut a little deeper
Is that bone I see?
It's my body's keeper

Oh, I feel sick
What do I do?
I take my blade
And slice it right through!

Now I see deep red
All over me
It's staining my clothes
I think I cut an artery

I feel dizzy now
I think I'll lie down
I'm resting my head
Next thing I knew, I was dead
  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: Hey Man Nice Shot - Filter
  • Reading: ...
  • Watching: You
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water
What Do You Have:
[ ] Mother
[ ] Father
[ ] Step-Father 
[ ] Step-Mother
[ ] Step Sister
[ ] Step Brother
[ ] Brother
[x] Sister
[x] Sister In Law
[x] Brother-in-law
[x] Half sister
[x] Half brother
[x] Nephew
[x] Niece
[ ] Boyfriend/Girlfriend
[x] Mobile Phone
[ ] Own Bathroom
[ ] Own Room
[ ] Have/Had A Swimming Pool
[ ] Have/Had A Hot Tub
[ ] Guest Room
[x] Living Room
[x] Own Computer
[ ] Own Tv
[x] Flat Tv
[ ] There Is Some Big Carpet In Your House
Total So Far: 11

[ ] Full Size/Queen Bed
[ ] More Than Eight Pairs Shoes 
[x] MP3 Player/iPod
[x] PS2/3
[ ] Nintendo DS or PSP 
[x] Gameboy/Advance 
[ ] Gamecube 
[ ] Xbox/Xbox 360
[x] Wii 
[x] Your Own Laptop
Total So Far: 16

[ ] Basketball Net/Hoop
[ ] Air Hockey Table
[ ] Pool Table (It's my dad's and lives in his shop)
[ ] Ping Pong Table 
[ ] Football Table
[x] Sports Gear (softball)
Total So Far: 17

[x] Night Stand
[ ] Stereo In Bedroom (I wish)
[ ] Surround Sound System
[ ] DVD Player In Bedroom/Portable 
Total So Far: 18

[ ] Go Shopping At Least Once A Week
[ ] Expensive Cologne/Perfume (is $30 expensive?)
[ ] AIM/MSN 
[x] Camera On Phone
Total So Far: 19

[ ] Go Cart/Car/Quad
[x] Guitar/Drums/Bass Guitar 
[ ] Piano/Keyboard
[ ] Any Other Instrument
[ ] Been On A Cruise
[ ] Traveled Out Of The Country
[ ] Traveled Out Of The Continent
[ ] Had A Personal Trainer
[ ] Expensive Jewelry
[ ] Met A Celebrity
Total So Far: 20

[ ] Straightener/Curling Iron
[ ] Been To A Batting Cage
[ ] Have $100 On You Right Now In Your Pocket/Wallet 
[ ] Credit Card Or ATM Card Or Debit Card Or Bank Card
[x] Have A Tv In Your Room
[x] Mirror In Your Room
Total So Far: 22

[x] Window In Your Room 
[ ] Been To Paris 
[ ] Been To Rome 
[ ] Been To Australia
[ ] Been To Switzerland
[ ] Been To Dubai
[ ] Been To Germany
[ ] Been To The UK
[ ] Been To A Place Written In 7 Wonders
Total So Far: 23

[ ] Parents have a car (sister does)
[ ] Have owned or own a Jet ski/boat
[ ] Have/Had Camped
[x] Been To 3 Or More States/Provinces/Countries (States)
[ ] 80 Or More Buddies
Total So Far: 24

Post As:
1-25 = Ghetto! (and tag 3 people)
26-40 = Average Teen! (and tag 10 people)
41-50 = Spoiled Teen!(and tag 15 people)
51+ = Upper Class Snob! (and tag 20 people)


I guess I'm ghetto XD
  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: Hey Man Nice Shot - Filter
  • Reading: ...
  • Watching: You
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water
Tagged by B4NG4R4NG

BASIC...
Name: Jessica
Birthday: October 23
Height: 5'4"
Weight: 134
Eye Color: Medium Brown
Hair Color: Medium Brown
Race: Black/White (Oreo, bitches!)
Zodiac Sign: Scorpio

DO YOU...
Drink?: No, alcohol gives me heartburn
Smoke?: Hell no
Use Drugs?: For cramps
Cuss?: GUILTY
Play Any Instruments?: Currently teaching myself guitar and piano
Have Any Peircings?: None
Have Any Tattoos?: No
Like To Annoy People?: Yes >:D
Like Life?: Yeah, it's fun!
Wear Make-Up?: Naw, I don't like it
Dye Your Hair?: No
Scream At The top of your lungs for no reason?: When I'm around my friends
Get Distracted By Shiny Objects?: What kind of question is this? XD
Like Pina Coladas?: Yum!
And Getting Caught In The Rain?: I like to watch rain!

ARE YOU...
Dependable?: Yeah sure
Trustworthy?: Yes
Obsessive?: Sometimes
Hyper Active?: Hm...
Happy?: Yeah
Content?: :D
Boring?: To some, but to my friends, no
Violent?: Sometimes I get urges
Evil?: No
Hippie-Ish?: Hell no
Shy?: Yeah
Paranoid?: Sometimes
Annoying?: Yes
Social?: I try!
Religious?: Hell no (see what I did there?)

WHATS YOUR FAVORITE...
TV Show?: Once Upon A Time
Movie?: Friday
Band/Singer(s)?: Linkin Park, Korn, Nine Inch Nails, Marilyn Manson, Filter
Song?: Too many to count!
Book/Story?: I like a lot!
Color(s)?: Black, red, gray
Shape?: Spiral
Animal?: Cats
Person(s)?: Hm...
Smell?: Mm... Cherries, Bacon, other stuff...
Flower?: Rose
Subject?: Gym
Board: Game? Monopoly!
Musical: I don't watch musicals
Sport?: Softball
Word?: Sadistic, Nihilism, Masochism :D
Quote?: "The way out is through" - Trent Reznor
Hobby?: Learning (music, english, art)
Store?: Guitar Center
Season?: Winter
Time Of Day?: Night

WHATS YOUR...
Worst Fear?: Death of my entire family
Life Goal?: To be happy
Greatest Accomplishment?: Enduring my life and coming out happy :D

WHICH ONE...
Pepsi Or Coke?: Neither
McDonald's Or Burger King?: Mmmm...
Converse Or Vans?: Vans
Dogs Or Cats?: Cats
AIM, YIM Or MSN Messenger?: I don't use any
Chicken Or Fish?: Chicken
Black Or White?: Black
MTV Or FUSE?: Neither
MP3 player, ipod or CD player?: IPod
Pants Or Shorts?: Pants

DESCRIBE YOUR PERFECT...
Day: Someone asking me out
Room: BIG
Life: Being a musician
World: No war, violence, poverty
Romantic Date: Eating dinner at a nice restaurant, then taking a walk on the boardwalk at night, holding hands, telling each other everything about each other.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN...
God?: Somewhat
Heaven & Hell?: Yes
Angels & Demons?: Yes
Reincarnation?: Somewhat
Yourself?: Yes
Ghosts?: Yes
UFOs?: Yes
Big Foot?: No
Lockness Monster?:  No
A Thing Called Love?: Yes

WOULD YOU EVER...
Kill Someone Else?: Depends...
Kill Yourself?: No
Beg For Money?: No
Skydive?: Yes
Bunjee Jump?: No 
Make out in the rain?: No
Run Away From Home?: No
Ride A Motorcycle?: No
Do Extreme Sports?: No


MORE ABOUT YOU...
Do You Own A Car?: No
Ever Been To Jail?: No
Ever Gotten Kicked out?: No
Do You Have A Job?: No
Do You Like Taking Surveys Like This?: Yes

THAT'S ALL FOLKS...
Are You Lonely?: A little
Are You Sitting In A BeanBag Chair Eatin' Cheetos?: YES HOW DID YOU KNOW?
sike
Do You Feel The Urge To Send Me A Thousand Dollars?: Hell no. I wish I had $1,000
Really?: Yes
Do You Know Where That Comes From?: Money is an illusion
How Many Licks Does It Take To Get To The Center Of A Tootsie Pop?: 2
Is That Your Final Answer?: Yes
Are You Sure?: Yes
Postitive?: Yes
Glad That This Is Over?: No
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: My sister talk
  • Reading: Lord of the Flies
  • Watching: You
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water

Also stolen from 
B4NG4R4NG


________________________________________


1. Do you snore?

No

2. Are you a lover or a fighter?

Fighter

3. What’s your worst fear?

Losing my family

4. As a kid, were you a lego maniac?

No


5. What do you think of “reality” tv?

It fuckin' sucks

6. Do you chew on your straws?

Yes xD

7. Were you a cute baby?

I'm gonna go right ahead and say yes. Except when I was a newborn haha

8. Is the single life for you?

Not really xD

9. What color is your keyboard?

Black


10. Do you sing in the shower?

Sometimes (low though, so no one will hear)

11. Have you ever sky-dived before?

No, it sounds like fun!

12. Any secret talents?

Maybe

13. What’s your ideal vacation spot?

Oooh, Bora Bora

14. Can you swim?

Does doggy paddle count?

16. Have you seen the movie "Donnie Darko”?

No

17. Do you care about the ozone?

Yeah (if you don't we'll all die, fuckers!)

18. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop?

666 (happy Halloween)

19. Can you sing the alphabet backwards?

No

20. Have you ever been on an airplane?

No

21. Are you a single child?

No

22. Do you prefer electronic or manual pencil sharpeners?

Either or

23. What’s your stand on hunting?

Stop hunting endangered species, ya greedy fucks! 


24. Is marriage in your future?

Probably not. I'm ugly as fuck xD

25. Do you like your handwriting?

It gets the job done

26. What are you allergic to?

Myself 


27. When was the last time you said 'I love you?'

Sometime this month...

28. Is Tupac still alive?

Yeah, he's in New Zealand

29. Do you cry at weddings?

No, what the fuck

30. How do you like your eggs?

Boiled

31. Are blondes dumb?

Some

32. Where does the other sock end up?

My ass

33. What time is it?

T time!

34. Do you have a nickname?

Jess 


35. Is McDonald's disgusting?

Yeah, but the fries are good

36. When was the last time you were in a car?

Just now

37. Do you prefer baths or showers?

Showers

38. Is Santa Claus real?

No

39. Do you like having you neck kissed?

If someone were to kiss it, yeah

40. Are you afraid of the dark?

No, I'm afraid of what's IN the dark

41. What are you addicted to?

Music

42. Crunchy or creamy peanut butter?

Both

43. Can you crack your neck?

No, it's scary

44. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?

No

45. How many times have you brushed your teeth today?

This morning

46. Is drug free the way to be?

Yes

47. Are you a heavy sleeper?

Somewhat

48. What colour are your eyes?

Medium brown

50. Do you like your life?

Yeah

51. Who’s better: Stone Cold or The Rock?

Me, bitch

52. Are you psychic?

Yeah (I bet no one said yes to this xD)

53. Have you read "Catcher in the Rye"?

Yes! Really good book. I can relate to Holden very well

54. Do you play any instruments?

Currently teaching myself guitar and piano

55. Have you ever stolen money?

Yes

56. Can you snowboard?

No

57. Do you like camping?

I want to try camping

58. Do you snort when you laugh?

No

59. Do you believe in magic?

No

60. Are dogs a man’s best friend?

I hate dogs

61. You believe in divorce?

Yes

62. Can you do the moonwalk?

No

63. Do you make a lot of mistakes?

Everyone does!

64. Is it cold outside today?

No, it was hot (come fall, come. You're taking your sweet-ass time showing up!)

65. What was the last thing you ate?

Food

66. Do you wear nail polish?

No

67. Have you ever been kissed?

Nope (I'm almost 17 xD SUCKS)

68. What's the most annoying TV commercial?

I don't watch TV much

69. Do you shop at American Eagle?

No, shitty generic name brand clothing stores I fuckin' hate 'em

70. Favorite song at the moment?

You Walk Away, and American Cliche by Filter

71. Do you like your job?

Don't have one

72. Do you like your classes in school?

I like English

73. How do you like your meat cooked?

Medium-well

74. Do you like these surveys.

Yaya

75. Do you know how to tag three peoples?

No

BONUS!

76. Why did the Chicken Cross the road?

So I can fry the motherfucker up!


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Jess
Artist | Student | Varied
United States
Art is resistance.

English is a hobby; I'm constantly making myself better at it. When I'm not on here, I'm either writing, drawing, learning, or listening to music.
Interests
  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: Hey Man Nice Shot - Filter
  • Reading: ...
  • Watching: You
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water
What Do You Have:
[ ] Mother
[ ] Father
[ ] Step-Father 
[ ] Step-Mother
[ ] Step Sister
[ ] Step Brother
[ ] Brother
[x] Sister
[x] Sister In Law
[x] Brother-in-law
[x] Half sister
[x] Half brother
[x] Nephew
[x] Niece
[ ] Boyfriend/Girlfriend
[x] Mobile Phone
[ ] Own Bathroom
[ ] Own Room
[ ] Have/Had A Swimming Pool
[ ] Have/Had A Hot Tub
[ ] Guest Room
[x] Living Room
[x] Own Computer
[ ] Own Tv
[x] Flat Tv
[ ] There Is Some Big Carpet In Your House
Total So Far: 11

[ ] Full Size/Queen Bed
[ ] More Than Eight Pairs Shoes 
[x] MP3 Player/iPod
[x] PS2/3
[ ] Nintendo DS or PSP 
[x] Gameboy/Advance 
[ ] Gamecube 
[ ] Xbox/Xbox 360
[x] Wii 
[x] Your Own Laptop
Total So Far: 16

[ ] Basketball Net/Hoop
[ ] Air Hockey Table
[ ] Pool Table (It's my dad's and lives in his shop)
[ ] Ping Pong Table 
[ ] Football Table
[x] Sports Gear (softball)
Total So Far: 17

[x] Night Stand
[ ] Stereo In Bedroom (I wish)
[ ] Surround Sound System
[ ] DVD Player In Bedroom/Portable 
Total So Far: 18

[ ] Go Shopping At Least Once A Week
[ ] Expensive Cologne/Perfume (is $30 expensive?)
[ ] AIM/MSN 
[x] Camera On Phone
Total So Far: 19

[ ] Go Cart/Car/Quad
[x] Guitar/Drums/Bass Guitar 
[ ] Piano/Keyboard
[ ] Any Other Instrument
[ ] Been On A Cruise
[ ] Traveled Out Of The Country
[ ] Traveled Out Of The Continent
[ ] Had A Personal Trainer
[ ] Expensive Jewelry
[ ] Met A Celebrity
Total So Far: 20

[ ] Straightener/Curling Iron
[ ] Been To A Batting Cage
[ ] Have $100 On You Right Now In Your Pocket/Wallet 
[ ] Credit Card Or ATM Card Or Debit Card Or Bank Card
[x] Have A Tv In Your Room
[x] Mirror In Your Room
Total So Far: 22

[x] Window In Your Room 
[ ] Been To Paris 
[ ] Been To Rome 
[ ] Been To Australia
[ ] Been To Switzerland
[ ] Been To Dubai
[ ] Been To Germany
[ ] Been To The UK
[ ] Been To A Place Written In 7 Wonders
Total So Far: 23

[ ] Parents have a car (sister does)
[ ] Have owned or own a Jet ski/boat
[ ] Have/Had Camped
[x] Been To 3 Or More States/Provinces/Countries (States)
[ ] 80 Or More Buddies
Total So Far: 24

Post As:
1-25 = Ghetto! (and tag 3 people)
26-40 = Average Teen! (and tag 10 people)
41-50 = Spoiled Teen!(and tag 15 people)
51+ = Upper Class Snob! (and tag 20 people)


I guess I'm ghetto XD

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:icontsukinenn:
Tsukinenn Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave on my poem! :D
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1Evilface Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2014  Student General Artist
No problem!
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myriadwhitedarkness Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the :+fav:!
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1Evilface Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2014  Student General Artist
:D you're welcome!
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tommyboywood Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks again jess (oh evil one!)  Lol
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