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Was This What You Wanted?
Was my time worth it?
Should I go on?
It's too late for me
I've done nothing but wrong
This isn't how it was supposed to be
Everything did not go as planned
I was supposed to take the bullet
But now it's me you can't stand
What has happened to me?
Why am I so afraid?
I can't express my emotions
That, I forbade
You did this to me
Now I'll never heal
I'm "useless" and damaged
But do you think I do this to feel-
Wanted? It's just another word to me
I've gone completely numb
Depression, useless hatred
To this I've succumbed
You'll look at me in the future
And see a person emotionally taunted
Just one question, though
Was this what you wanted?
Was my time worth it?
Should I go on?
It's too late for me
I've done nothing but wrong
This isn't how it was supposed to be
Everything did not go as planned
I was supposed to take the bullet
But now it's me you can't stand
What has happened to me?
Why am I so afraid?
I can't express my emotions
That, I forbade
You did this to me
Now I'll never heal
I'm "useless" and damaged
But do you think I do this to feel-
Wanted? It's just another word to me
I've gone completely numb
Depression, useless hatred
To this I've succumbed
You'll look at me in the future
And see a person emotionally taunted
Just one question, though
Was this what you wanted?
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I like how you repeated the question in bold through out the poem. Very unique.